Matthew watches Mary leaving the house to walk and then follows her outside. He tells her not to marry Carlisle. She’s in tears and Matthew, moved, inches closer to her ( Read more... )

My second fan video. Yes, once I started, I couldn't stop.
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This is my first ever music video!

I've always loved this song and thought it would be perfect for Matthew. Season 2 was lacking in terms of exploring Matthew's inner thoughts--his feelings about the war, where he stood with with Lavinia and Mary, his hopes for the future etc.

My wish during and after Season 2 is that Matthew would apologize to ( Read more... )

OH. MY. GOD.

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Still need to collect all my thoughts about DA and M&M. All I am sure of is that I am disappointed. With Matthew. With what happened to Lavinia. With what Fellowes did to M&M. With Lord Grantham. Just all of it.

The truth is, I can't (at the moment, at least) imagine M&M happy together. And that's what makes me sad.

But there's AU!

That if Mary moves to Haxby with that awful Sir Richard, she would no longer be at Downton. He may not allow her to visit Downton, except for short trips or emergencies. So we can say that Mary would be more or less out of the picture of "Downton Abbey."

Which leaves Matthew. If Robert's alive and he feels to heartbroken to stay at Downton, he'll ( Read more... )

Of course I became a ball of mush when they showed them dancing in the preview.

But then I remembered what an ass Matthew was in today's episode.

Ugh, I can't even properly feel the feelings I want to feel feelingly.

(*glass cage of emotions*)

I know it isn't healthy to be so attached to fictional characters. I know it's a problem. But I can't help it ( Read more... )

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